Post by Hoopie on Oct 3, 2007 13:53:20 GMT -5
DISCLAIMER: THIS MY BE TOO VOLGER FOR SOME SO READ WITH CAUTION
Recently i've had many curve balls thrown my way that i have had to overcome. I've also had to deal with the lose of support for the show that i was suppose to do this weekend hence thats one of the reason that i backed out. I've learned that there are 3 people that i need my main support that are close to me. An for those that dont like what i am doing,"SHUT THE F#CK UP AND LEAVE ME THE F#CK ALONE"! I let a few people get into my head that really got me down and for that i hated myself for! I also lost all confidence in what i was doing! When you lose support you really lose your drive to do this sport. HOW F'ING EVER, I have a NEW outlook and thought to all that i let get into my head. I've got a renewed look on this sport and a new challenge. When i work out i go to WAR. If you dont like what i am doing dont f'ing watch and keep you f'ing opinions to yourself cause you are weak. Dont ask me why i do this to my body and shake your head and tell me i'm crazy for doing that. F you cause i am better than you and i want more out of my workouts than a social hour so stay away from me. I dont want your f'ing opinion. So what if i turn pale after a set of squats and almost puke, its not your pu**y assed workout its my hard assed workout that you cant handle. So turn around and leave my workout area. So what if i turn purple doing a set of deads at least i do them and not bit*h and moan about my workout. An i dont want to hear your comments either, GO AWAY!
to the people that get on me about dieting for an show, F&CK YOU TOO!!!!!!! I dont want to hear your crazy, its not worth it, thats just stupid to do to yourself, dont you miss the good foods and so on and so on....To me it's well worth it because i can do it and your are weak and cant so dont bring me down because you are SO F'ING WEAK!!! Shut the F UP and leave me alone. Because when i am at the gym, when its close to show time, practicing in front of a mirror i dont want ot hear a word out of you weak ass mouth. Yes I look good and you are still FAT AND OUT OF SHAPE! So dont put me down for looking my best and dont call me a show off! Its not about showing off its about practicing and getting ready to do battle. Yeah something that you have NO will power to do! So go eat your f'ing tater chips and ice cream and bit*h about being fat. An dont come up to me and keep telling me that i need to get some fat on my body just because your weak. I WILL NOT PUT UP WITH IT ANYMORE AND WILL LASH OUT AT THE FIRST PERSON THAT STARTS! I WILL GO TO WAR WITH ANYONE THAT STANDS IN MY WAY. I WILL NOT LET ANYONE GET INTO MY HEAD! I ATTACK EACH WORKOUT LIKE IT IS A WAR AND IF YOU DONT LIKE IT, KEEP YOUR F$CKING OPINION TO YOURSELF AND GO AWAY!
I WAS DOWN AND OUT FOR A WHILE BUT NOW I AM BACK AND PISSED OFF LIKE NO OTHER.
FOR THOSE THAT SUPPORT ME THEY ARE TRUE FRIENDS AND FOR THAT I THANK THEM/YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!
FOR THOSE THAT DONT YOU CAN GO TO F@CKING HELL, BECAUSE IF YOU TRY TO GET IN THE WAY OF MY GOAL, I WILL UNLEASH A HELL.....SO JUST STAY AWAY AND KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT
YES ALL I HAVE BEEN DOWN FOR A WHILE AND PISSED OFF AT MYSELF..NOT ANYMORE!!!!
To all here this is just one of the reasons why i backed out of the nationals. YOu all have been great with support and for that I THANK YOU! EVERYONE here is a true friend!
Recently i've had many curve balls thrown my way that i have had to overcome. I've also had to deal with the lose of support for the show that i was suppose to do this weekend hence thats one of the reason that i backed out. I've learned that there are 3 people that i need my main support that are close to me. An for those that dont like what i am doing,"SHUT THE F#CK UP AND LEAVE ME THE F#CK ALONE"! I let a few people get into my head that really got me down and for that i hated myself for! I also lost all confidence in what i was doing! When you lose support you really lose your drive to do this sport. HOW F'ING EVER, I have a NEW outlook and thought to all that i let get into my head. I've got a renewed look on this sport and a new challenge. When i work out i go to WAR. If you dont like what i am doing dont f'ing watch and keep you f'ing opinions to yourself cause you are weak. Dont ask me why i do this to my body and shake your head and tell me i'm crazy for doing that. F you cause i am better than you and i want more out of my workouts than a social hour so stay away from me. I dont want your f'ing opinion. So what if i turn pale after a set of squats and almost puke, its not your pu**y assed workout its my hard assed workout that you cant handle. So turn around and leave my workout area. So what if i turn purple doing a set of deads at least i do them and not bit*h and moan about my workout. An i dont want to hear your comments either, GO AWAY!
to the people that get on me about dieting for an show, F&CK YOU TOO!!!!!!! I dont want to hear your crazy, its not worth it, thats just stupid to do to yourself, dont you miss the good foods and so on and so on....To me it's well worth it because i can do it and your are weak and cant so dont bring me down because you are SO F'ING WEAK!!! Shut the F UP and leave me alone. Because when i am at the gym, when its close to show time, practicing in front of a mirror i dont want ot hear a word out of you weak ass mouth. Yes I look good and you are still FAT AND OUT OF SHAPE! So dont put me down for looking my best and dont call me a show off! Its not about showing off its about practicing and getting ready to do battle. Yeah something that you have NO will power to do! So go eat your f'ing tater chips and ice cream and bit*h about being fat. An dont come up to me and keep telling me that i need to get some fat on my body just because your weak. I WILL NOT PUT UP WITH IT ANYMORE AND WILL LASH OUT AT THE FIRST PERSON THAT STARTS! I WILL GO TO WAR WITH ANYONE THAT STANDS IN MY WAY. I WILL NOT LET ANYONE GET INTO MY HEAD! I ATTACK EACH WORKOUT LIKE IT IS A WAR AND IF YOU DONT LIKE IT, KEEP YOUR F$CKING OPINION TO YOURSELF AND GO AWAY!
I WAS DOWN AND OUT FOR A WHILE BUT NOW I AM BACK AND PISSED OFF LIKE NO OTHER.
FOR THOSE THAT SUPPORT ME THEY ARE TRUE FRIENDS AND FOR THAT I THANK THEM/YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!
FOR THOSE THAT DONT YOU CAN GO TO F@CKING HELL, BECAUSE IF YOU TRY TO GET IN THE WAY OF MY GOAL, I WILL UNLEASH A HELL.....SO JUST STAY AWAY AND KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT
YES ALL I HAVE BEEN DOWN FOR A WHILE AND PISSED OFF AT MYSELF..NOT ANYMORE!!!!
To all here this is just one of the reasons why i backed out of the nationals. YOu all have been great with support and for that I THANK YOU! EVERYONE here is a true friend!
Too many people are willing to give their 2 cents worth without having got onstage or even done a diet...they don't know squat! 